Been in this same old hopeless mindset for months. It's getting worse. I'm out of options if this one last attempt to get help is denied.
There are a million questions revolving in my mind. Am I doing a bad thing? Am I deserving of this help? Am I over-blowing my situation or is it really as bad as I think it is? Do people realize the situation I am in, or do they just not care? Am I being a crybaby? How strong am I supposed to be and how weak am I allowed to be? Who is on my side? Who can I really trust? Where do I go from here?
I am so exhausted from trying to keep it together. I am ready to let go in all ways. I don't know how much longer I can live a life like this.
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