What is it with me??? Why do I always seem to attract creeps of the highest order?
What is it about me that seems to draw the most creepy, dangerous, angry, leechy, and perverted of society? The users, the abusers, the mama's boys, the liars, the cheaters, the narcissists? I swear to GOD I don't understand it.
I try to be a good person. Is that it? Is that what says to these creeps "Hey! Over here! Someone you can exploit and abuse!" Or is it my obvious low self esteem? Are these guys predators that can smell an insecure person from a mile away? Is that why they choose me?
It could be that it's because I'm an empath. I found this article about empaths and abusers: http://www.sheknows.com/love-and-sex/articles/1096279/traits-that-make-you-susceptible-to-a-psychopath
It certainly makes sense that creeps would be attracted to empaths for those reasons. Now I just need to learn how to spot a creep BEFORE I become trapped in his orbit.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know why I can't just have one normal part of my life. Just one.
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