Monday, June 1, 2015

Stalk Much?

I've been bingeing on a certain Episcopalian female blogger lately.

I find her posts incredibly funny, refreshing, real, and honest. Her intelligence is enlightening, her opinions are sound and fair, and her sarcasm only adds to the pot. I guess you could say I'm obsessed.

I especially appreciate her faith-centered entries, because as of late, my faith in God is the only thing I have to cling to. I'm a recluse who only leaves the house for doctor appointments and church, so my only access to other humans is through the internet. For about the past two weeks, all of my Skype buddies have been MIA. Busy, sleeping, working, or just not in the mood to chat. Hey, it's fine- they have lives, I won't fault them for it. But it does leave me feeling just a little isolated and rejected.

It's my own fault for being a needy, insecure simpering fool, I know. I should be out living my own life, not waiting around for others to pause theirs in order for me to feel better. I'm working on it.

For now though, I'll just console myself with more bingeing.

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